Respecting a Man's Space
Tips for Women Who Love Men
By Cat Saunders
I wonder if women sometimes choose abusive men over sensitive
men because abusive men's passion, however misguided, is still
alive. For men to reclaim the "wild man" (to use Robert Bly's term) and
still retain their sensitivity is an exciting prospect.
I know has even been truly satisfied with either the sensitive-but-wimpy
"New Age" male or the hunky-but-oblivious macho man. Balance is where
In an interview in Journey, John Lee says:
If a man can be given the time, support, and safety he needs to get to know and understand himself, he will heal. Women should give men who are actively, committedly working on themselves lots of time.
Sometimes I think it's hard for women to "give" men the space they need to grow. Sometimes women are impatient because they've discovered this new toytheir own powerand they want their male lovers or partners or friends to think, feel, express, grow, and love in the same ways they do. Women sometimes get angry or sad when men don't do things or feel things in the same way women do. In short, women don't always respect a man's maleness.
Let me speak for myself. In 1986, I married a man. Within a few days after the ceremony, because of how he acted once I had committed, I suddenly realized I'd made a serious mistake. To make a long story short, the marriage turned out to be abusive, and I ended it a year later.
One night while he was away, two of my friends came and helped me move out of the house. For a month, I hid out in the home of a friend, a dear woman who helped me remember what it was like to feel safe at home.
Months after ending that marriage, I asked a longtime male friend out to dinner, and we
started dating. I was concerned about entering into a "rebound relationship,"
but because this man (I'll call him Bill) was already a trusted friend, I decided to proceed.
Although it would be nice to say that ours was a fairy tale relationship,
that wasn't the case. Many times, I seriously wondered if the relationship
would work. Aside from our personal differences, I also had a serious case of shellshock from my recent abusive
In addition, during the first two years of being with Bill, I couldn't
really get a sense of Bill in the relationship. In those days,
he didn't share much about himself. In fact, he barely even talked at all.
As a result, it was hard for me to get to know him as easily as I let him get to know me.
Bill repeatedly said he trusted me more than anyone, and he said that he shared
more with me than he'd ever shared with anyone else. While I appreciated his
trust, I wanted a better balance of sharing between us. The truth is,
I wanted more from Bill than he was able to give at the time.
In retrospect, I think I was sometimes invasive with Bill, in terms of trying to get him to share more before he was ready. Many times I was impatient
with him, as if it was his job to meet my expectations. And many times,
I simply wanted to give up.
At some point, I realized I was the one at fault and I needed to back
Gradually I stopped focusing so much on what Bill was or wasn't doing and instead focused more on what I was or wasn't doing. I began to take more responsibility for my various dissatisfactions in our
relationship and treat them as reflections of my own stuff, rather than a function
of his not being good enough.
I also began to work on the ways I projected
"disowned" parts of myself onto Bill. As it turned out, the work we did in couples' counseling revealed that
I was actually projecting my "female side" onto Bill, and he
was projecting his "male side" onto me.
That may sound strange, but because of our different upbringings and personal styles, Bill
and I noticed that I usually held the male or "yang" (initiating/active)
role in relationship, and he usually held the female or "yin" (receptive/being)
position. Obviously, this is a gross oversimplification of two complex
human beings, but we found this observation helpful.
Once we identified this imbalance, we decided to work toward "calling back" the parts of ourselves we had projected onto the other person. I increased my explorations of "yin" qualitiesI have so much to learn about just being! Meanwhile, Bill increased his explorations of "yang" qualities to support his "wild man" self.
I'm saying all this to acknowledge that John Lee is right: Men need
the space to grow in their own way, in their own time.
I'll never forget something Robert Bly taught me about the difference
between men and women. He said that at age 14, women have the capacity
to express their feelings in ways that men don't have until their 40s.
That blew me away, and it made me realize that I was expecting the men
in my life to be like me, instead of being themselves.
There's something I'd like to say here to men who may be reading this tip sheet for women. That is if the woman in your life doesn't
"give" you the space you need, remember that it's really not hers to give,
but rather, it's yours to claim.
Therefore, if you need more spacefor whatever reasonsay so clearly.
Do it as respectfully as you can, but hold your ground. Only you know
what you truly need, and it's your job to take care of your own needs.
If you know you're working on yourself in the best way you canincluding outside support as neededbut
you still get messages that it's not good enough, ask
your womanfriend to be more respectful of you and your efforts. You don't have to be an ogre about it, but be clear and strong.
On the flip side, if you want to be the best person you can be individually and in relationshipor if you're someone who generally avoids or discounts anyone else's opinion except your ownyou might want to learn how to proactively solicit and sincerely receive honest input from the woman in your life.
Just be sure that you both feel safe and respected when you give and receive input from each other, and if you don't know how to communicate effectively in this way, get help.
Most of us didn't have good modeling for compassionate communication growing up, and there are precious few examples of healthy relationships in the media. There is no shame in needing further education about this now that you're an adult. The only shame is to keep hurting yourself and your partner when you know there are better ways of doing things.
In closing, let me say one last thing to both women and men: If you don't respect your partner's position, you may want control, not love. Love is open-handed. Control is a power play. What do you really want?
This article was originally published by
The New Times in the "Transitional Man" section,
under the title "Time and Space to Grow" (May 1991). It has been revised several times over the years and most recently updated in June 2014.
Cat Saunders, Ph.D., is a counselor and consultant, death doula, and nonsectarian
minister in private practice in Seattle, Washington. She is the author of Dr.
Cat's Helping Handbook (available at Amazon.com).
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